Loving*Benevolent*Women

…I would like to beg you dear Sir, as well as I can, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.
—Rainer Maria Rilke, 1903
in Letters to a Young Poet

Dedicated to the Highest Climax where We’re Gods in Paradise & Heaven is inside, dedicated to my beloved.

تو ملا بھی ہے تو جدا بھی ہے tu mila bhi hai tu juda bhi hai You are merged, You are also apart تیرا کیا کہنا tera kya kahna You defy description! تو صنم بھی ہے tu sanam bhi hai tu khuda bhi hai You are the idol. You are also God تیرا کیا کہنا tera kya kahna You defy description! کیا کہنا kya kahna defy description! اتھ نہیں تے کتھ نہیں ith naheen te kith naheen if not right here, then nowhere اتھ نہیں تے کتھ نہیں ith naheen te kith naheen if not right here, then nowhere ایݨ پیا ٻولیندا eeho kaun pya bolainda who is this who is speaking ٻولیندا bolainda is speaking ٻولیندا bolainda is speaking اتھ نہیں تے کتھ نہیں ith naheen te kith naheen if not right here, then nowhere کنجری والی صورت بݨ کے kanjari waali soorat ban ke assuming the appearance of a dancing girl سچل نام سݙیندا sachal naam saḍenda “Sachal, the Truthful’ is he proclaimed as he is proclaimed as “(Sachal) the Truthful’ سݙیندا saḍenda proclaimed as سݙیندا saḍenda proclaimed as اتھ نہیں تے کتھ نہیں ith naheen to kith naheen if not right here, then nowhere

What does a “Yogi” find after Enlightenment? What does a “Bhogi” find after reaching the highest point in their climax? Where does that satisfaction comes from? Is it something they get from outside? Or is it something that they discover inside?

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IK AJNABI SA EHSAAS HAI ,

AISA LAGE KI TU MERE PASS HAI ,

PAR DOOR HAI TU ITNI MUJHSE KYUN ,

SHAYAD ISILIYE TERI TALASH HAI….

JAHAN BHI MAIN DEKHU

HAI BAS EK TERA HI CHEHRA NIGAHON ME

HAI BAS TERA HI CHURCHA

MERE IN KHAYALON ME

KARNA CHAHTA HU DOSTI TUJHSE

CHAHTA HU KUCH BAATEN KARNA

NA JANE KAB KHATM HOGA YE INTZAR MERA

AB TO BAS IS INTZAR KE KHATM HONE KI AAS HAI

SHAYAD ISILIYE TERI TALASH HAI ………

SHAYAD ISILIYE TERI TALASH HAI…….

He takes you out and he Takes you up,

’Cause he can show you so much.

I go to bed and tomorrow again,

There’s a lot of.. work to be done.

He gives you gold and

He’ll promise you,

The whole world will be yours.

I just can tell you I love you so,

Even though.. my odds are low,

I’m not an actor I’m not a star,

And I don’t even have my own car.

But I’m hoping so much you’ll stay,

That you will love me anyway..

The dirty games and the

Neonshows,

This is the world he knows.

Watching the stars satisfies my soul,

Thinking of him makes me feel.. so cold.

The fancy cars and the

Restaurants,

You’re just so fond of the man.

Sometimes I wonder if you ..are blind

Can’t you see, HE’S GOT DIRT ON HIS MIND

I’m not an actor I’m not a star,

And I don’t even have my own car..

But I’m hoping so much you’ll stay,

That you will love me anyway.

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If I love, then it hurts, If I talk, then as well, And when I don’t, then it hurts all the more, Then tell me O love, when it hurts not at all?

It hurts you, when I do things, It hurts you, when I don’t, It hurts you when you see me hurt, Then tell me O love, when it hurts not at all?

It hurts when I write the truth, It hurts to say the truth, It hurts to hide most part of it, But it hurts the most when it hurts you..

Oh dear oh dear, why find only thorns & sticks in my barn? When there were roses & lilies bloomin before. But they’re drying, for your gaze only on pain, It doesn’t fall upon them now, where they want you to see..

So come to my barn with only one basket my love, But fill it with no ones grain at all. Its love that this garden needs no more no less, And a gardener who loves the same :)